2/2/17 When another young man dies

By erica

Today I was shopping at the local members only coop and I got to talking to some of the other members I enjoy visiting with. They told me another member had lost her son. I always hate that when people say “lost”. We know exactly where they are, they just aren’t here anymore. I know…

Grief and the big needle 1/30/17

By erica

Some nights are hard. I found myself tearing up frequently today. I called my second oldest son and heard my oldest son’s voice on his outgoing message. I wouldn’t ever want my son, who is alive, to change that message. Yet it makes me sad to hear the voice I will never hear say anything…

Adaptor Cable 1/18/17

By erica

So I am going to start this post off by offering a little history so that the heart of the post will make sense. I got a new laptop 1-2 years ago. It is a mac and has only one hole for all connections. So soon after getting it I bought an adaptor so I…

12/13/16 More coins!

By erica

So recently, with the last coin appearance, I was processing in my mind that there was a clearly noticeable change in “serendipity” of coin appearance. When I was second guessing myself, in other words, when I was second guessing my belief that the coin appearances were spiritual they stopped. When I was thinking in my…

11/21/16 Spiritual/technical messages

By erica

A week or so ago I was sitting at my computer thinking about writing.  I must have been experiencing some grief in the background because I decided I might like to polish a poem I wrote some time back and attempt to publish it.  I wrote this poem about a month before my son died…

Coin appearance update 11/4/16

By erica

This post is a follow up to a previous post.  I am remembering the day when I found coins which appeared on the floor at work.  Then the dimes and penny disappeared from my coat pocket later that day.  For weeks I have been thinking to my son: “Come on, give me those dimes back!!”…

10/16/17 Soul plan news

By erica

So I recently had a visit to my massage therapist.  She is a wonderful woman with quite the touch along with psychic assistance.  So when I arrived and she said, “Shawheen was here to visit me last night when I was picking your sheets.  He had a message for you.”  I wasn’t surprised.  It came…

Discerning spirit messages

By erica

Have you ever thought about how you can tell the difference between your own thoughts, wishful thinking, and messages you are recieving from someone else, perhaps a spiritual message? Today someone told me something I felt sure wasn’t real, something they believed God had said to them. So how do I know it’s real if I…

Spiritual gifts, coins, disappearing

By erica

First Blog Post 10/7/16 I have been writing an essay about a very spiritual experience I have been having since the death of my beloved son just over a year ago.  His name is Shawheen and he died, when he had just turned 30, to drug overdose, a shockingly painful event.  While I work on…